So I’ve been thinking and LATELY, I gotta admit… my Other Half has been right along. Her mother, too, has been on the right pretenses. I guess I couldnt really see it, but as a senior and upcoming 18-year old, wow. Totalllly clear :( Ever since one of my homegirls has been telling me how she’s been pushing the limit and everyone I meet just seems to have more freedom, I feel like it’s only right that I am rewarded the same?
My mom seriously needs to learn how to let go.
It’s kinda sad because I’m not one to ask for much. I also admit Ive been going out more than usual compared to before, but I still feel like sucha Baby! I know my priorities and yet I cant learn how to handle myself or actually “practice them” without being guilt-tripped to the fullest. Now I know that other people probably have it worse: not being able to go out at all and locked in their rooms to gaze upon school book after school book. *Sigh, Im just glad my dad understands that after all that Ive been through, I should at least get out and experience what life is like without the restraints of my dear parents.
Hah, I cant wait to graduate.